I don't feel like a mom...

Saturday, January 07, 2006

BLAH...

I'm tired. I feel like I'm constantly at work. I'm not spending the time with Mark and the kids like I want and it sucks. My oldest is going through a really hard time because of her real father and I feel like I'm not giving her the attention she needs. Her therapist said that she needs a psychiatric evaluation because she shows signs of depression and OCD and may need to be on medication. The thought of that makes me cringe. I seriously think I may have decided to go back to work at the wrong time. If I didn't need the money I would've already quit.

On a different note, have you ever tried to like someone but no matter what you do you just can't quite manage? How do you like someone that talks behind other peoples back, flaunts their intellect, looks down on people that aren't as smart, loves to point out people's flaws, and who is basically just lazy? It's hard to like this person, but I have to force myself. I'm not going into who it is and most of you bloggers will know why.

Sorry about the crappy post but I needed to get it out of my head. Unfortunately, it doesn't really make me feel any better.

Posted by Michelle :: 10:27 PM :: 11 People have brought me drinks

Bring me a Drink

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